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Send Me Out To Fly

by Osha

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1.
Lyrics: Fear can no longer control me Surrounded by liars and fiends Just watch them all light up the streets with the brightest smile (Its a miracle) And on your flesh they will feast (Its a miracle) So we must show them no mercy (Its a miracle) Oh divinity can you tell me (oh its a miracle) Was this your plan? These tales of god's undying love Yet I receive none at all? So if you are indeed watching, you must know I try Why don't you send me out to fly? Will I have to become a monster to fight off all of the monsters? oh my god How much can I take before the draw the line? They feed me their poisonous wine oh my god Gleaming with a burning grime This is taking me too much time oh my god You have delivered me from innocence to a filth that's so divine Divinity, what have you done? Oh what have you done? I have opened up a door and I will move right in And I think you now know exactly what that means I have opened up a door and I will move right in and I think you now know exactly what that means These tales of man's undying lust for sickness All I see here is the purest misery So if you are indeed watching, you are wasting my time Why do you send me out to die? But I will fly There is no need for explanation here today I will take my own direction, I will chase this on my own There is no need for redemption here today I need no affiliation with the master of disease Within the master of disease Inside the master of disease Master of disease and destruction In the shelter of my dreams I possess a moment's peace With you, I face everything There is no need for god with you inside my arms In the shelter of our dreams We possess a moment's peace Together we face everything There is no need for god inside each other's arms
2.
Disappear 05:10
Lyrics: I finally have some clarity, I felt so lost in this pit of obsession, Now I've set my focus straight, (Eyes on the target) Overwhelmed as I sit here in regression, And I let it all slip away? I hope this pain has taught me a fucking lesson, And I never go astray. I realise that I've been trapped in a maze and i'm dying to find a way out, This fantasy to a better me, Has been set in the right direction. I've given everything, it shows in my outworn, flaking soul, I need some clarity to show me where to go, once again, This is right, I was wrong, I was living with the pain of watching my dignity go by, Its plain to see, I cannot be what you wanted me to be. I'm not here to compromise and I will take what I want to take, Any that get in my way will be replaced and left to waste, I must let go of my dire need to feel safe as every possibility is gonna end in losing control, Dependence only ends in compliance with your evil, something I can no longer stomach, tolerance I can no longer summon, Now rest assured I will be the man that I was born to be, So motherfucker just prepare for me, How does it feel to lose your control? You just keep filling up your plate, You keep your love, keep your hate You deserve your self affliction, Keep your lust, Deprived inside your 'faith', But there will be no salvation, I will no longer be your decoration, Infatuation and admiration you hunger for, But you cant have it. I realise that I've been trapped in a maze and i'm dying to find a way out, This fantasy to a better me has been set in the right direction, Disappear.
3.
Lyrics: Can I live in shame? Praying as I waste away, Can we live in doubt? (And let it bleed us out?) I pray that we make it out hand in hand. I am losing my sight, I am drowning in the breathe of time, Maybe I just need to sleep, When I wake up, this might all just be a dream. You made me believe in peace and destiny, I cling to every day of hope, (How long have we left to go?) No matter how long the road, I am with you. There is no escape from the past, It follows us like a ghost in the dark, Maybe we just need to sleep, When we wake up, this might all just be a dream. What have I done to you? Tell me how you can love a man that is no man at all? What have I done to you? Tell me how you can love a man that is no man at all? I know I don't deserve you, Slowly but surely you will realise the same, I am worth nothing but a pile of lies and pain, I know I don't deserve you, Slowly but surely you will realise the same, I am worth nothing but a pile of lies and pain. You are a dream I cling to, And every time it wastes away, I can see it, I see a life of barren walls, empty realms of burned out halls, How can you love a man that is no man at all? Maybe we can finally sleep, When we wake up this will all just be a dream.
4.
Locked Away 03:54
Lyrics: I know that I cant hide, and I'm terrified, And I am no longer ashamed to confess, I am terrified A crippled frightened child in a wretched life, A life that I can no longer bare. But I know what you want from me, You want me to get on my knees and beg, Well if I crumble at your feet, will you pick up the pieces? So pick up the pieces, Your hands are bleeding, You are the reason, I waste away. Where am I? can you not clarify? Who am I? something I can no longer deny. But I know what you want from me, You want me to tell you that your disease is okay, Well I have no sympathy for you, like you had none for me. I am done, I am done. Run away from your disease, that I can see as clearly as the truth you lock away.

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This Album is a EP collection of the first songs I ever wrote, This was when I first discovered my ability as a song writer.
All the songs were written during a time of confusion and feeling very vulnerable in the situations I found myself in due to being dependant on people who abused their power, and it is about my desperate desire to escape that and to become more self sufficient and discover more about who I really am without being controlled.

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released October 3, 2019

All songs written and recorded by Patrick West

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Osha London, UK

My name is Patrick and I am the song writer for OSHA.
I started this project in 2015 and have been writing and recording albums ever since.
This project will strongly reflect my own personal exploration of life and the things that we all must deal with as being human, I consider myself a spiritual and philosophical person and that is reflected in the music.
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