I finally have some clarity,
I felt so lost in this pit of obsession,
Now I've set my focus straight,
(Eyes on the target)
Overwhelmed as I sit here in regression,
And I let it all slip away?
I hope this pain has taught me a fucking lesson,
And I never go astray.
I realise that I've been trapped in a maze and i'm dying to find a way out,
This fantasy to a better me,
Has been set in the right direction.
I've given everything, it shows in my outworn, flaking soul,
I need some clarity to show me where to go, once again,
This is right, I was wrong,
I was living with the pain of watching my dignity go by,
Its plain to see, I cannot be what you wanted me to be.
I'm not here to compromise and I will take what I want to take,
Any that get in my way will be replaced and left to waste,
I must let go of my dire need to feel safe as every possibility is gonna end in losing control,
Dependence only ends in compliance with your evil, something I can no longer stomach, tolerance I can no longer summon,
Now rest assured I will be the man that I was born to be,
So motherfucker just prepare for me,
How does it feel to lose your control?
You just keep filling up your plate,
You keep your love, keep your hate
You deserve your self affliction,
Keep your lust,
Deprived inside your 'faith',
But there will be no salvation,
I will no longer be your decoration,
Infatuation and admiration you hunger for,
But you cant have it.
I realise that I've been trapped in a maze and i'm dying to find a way out,
This fantasy to a better me has been set in the right direction,
Disappear.
credits
from Send Me Out To Fly,
released October 3, 2019
All songs written and recorded by Patrick West
My name is Patrick and I am the song writer for OSHA.
I started this project in 2015 and have been writing and
recording albums ever since.
This project will strongly reflect my own personal exploration of life and the things that we all must deal with as being human, I consider myself a spiritual and philosophical person and that is reflected in the music....more